그대 때문에 가슴이 이 심장이 '두준 두준' ~~

^^

delete..delete..delete

aku hati kering...
statement ni lah yg budak2 ni bagitau aku semalam..
sebab???

bila org buat jahat kat aku, 5min jer paling lama aku pikir..then aku ignore trus..
bila org ngah risau2 pikir something yg agak serabut gak lah..aku leyh tenang2 wat cam teda pa2 ja...
bila org nangis, aku nangis..tapi kejap ja..pastu aku leyh gelak kuat2...

kesimpulannya...aku ni hati kering, kawan aku yang cakap..
masalahnya betulkah?? mne korang tau hati aku ni kering?? basah ja aku rasa, banjir ngan red blood yang ada lam sistem badan aku ni..
aku mengarut eh??? ngeeee * wat muka xbersalah *

now, ader something yang menyakitkan hati aku..
so kena ON mode hati kering... n DELETE everything yang xbest tu
coz aku ader lagi 3 paper..

remember, xsalah ikut kata hati.. kita xdilahirkan untuk ikut ckp org ja..at the same time jangan pulak ko layan org yg baik ngan ko tu mcm sampah..
bila ko layan dia mcm tu..kiranya ko tu pun sampah lah jugak..
OK?

DELETE babyyyy~~~

Wake up in the morning feeling like.....

Wake up in the morning feeling like omo what the hell... hahaha, tats better.. not that I wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy..xder maknenyer pun..
Past week..I slept around 3 am and wake up for subuh, sleep balik then wake up again pukul 8 am n get ready to go to work.. n now i feel like shit! why? lemme list down the reason:

1. I'm supa dupa sleepy
2. I'm hungry ( err..I just ate mee goreng tadi.. nyaman ohhh, ng org lapa suma ja nyaman )
3. I got exam tonight..yes tonight
4. The paper is SEJARAH paper..University standard
5. I didnt finish my revision..
6. I'm sleepy..thanks to this buku SEJARAH
7. I'm sleepy...
8. Sooooo sleepy..
9. I want nescafe..
10. Yeap..I'm sleepy

so..now what?? I finish two chappie tis morning...Darurat + Kemerdekaan... cant you see the title????? pehhhh,I brani kerat jari u'ol tau, bukan I.. yang u'ol kompem bosan+ngantuk giler study mende ni.. its not that I teda tu apa, semangat kebangsaan? yeap, thats one..Semangat kebangsaan but then, sepa mau baca menda ni pagi2 buta ni???? NGANTUK WEHHHHH..

My exam start tonight around 8.30.. wish me not to fall asleep baby..T_T

I don't care what people think or say about me, I was not born on this earth to please anyone!

credit: @DamnItsTrue

broken jantung

A broken heart (or heartbreak) is a common metaphor used to describe the intense emotional pain or suffering one feels after losing a loved one, through death, divorce, breakup, moving, being rejected, or other means.

thats what I'm feeling right now...damn..SHIT!!!

my mickey n micky^^

My mickey..this time not micky yoochun, but the TIKUS Mickey Mouse.. Yeah, I possessed it you know, as replacement for the real Micky Yoochun ( since no factory produce a plushie called Micky Yoochun )^^



credit, my crazy friend that always kidnapped my micky..
n she treat that plushie like a baby..duhhh, so cute but at the same time, crazy ..
she said I didnt cherish him enough..
heyyyy!! it's just a plushie..
and on top of that it is
Mickey Mouse..
not Micky Yoochun...
lainla kalau Micky Yoochun..hehehe.. dunno him?? puff, u missing a lot babe^^

p/s : xkan xder kot plushie Micky Yoochun???
comel kutttttt!!! ( lagi cute dari sitikus diatas hahahaha, sorry creator of mickey mouse..i'm just stating the fact..not fiction^^)
but then miss you baby...T_T

I’m trying to do my best

I’m trying to do my best

After months aku x post aper2, today tetibe dtg plak inspirasi nk menulis ni..I’m trying to do my best..not for me, but for you.. yes, u heard it right, all for you…Because???

I don’t know..

I don’t know why I’m trying so hard

I kept trying n trying..till I know the tears that I shed is not crystal clear anymore..

Its red in colour..

Fyi, that the sign that im hurt…

But then, what did u do???

You throw it away, like it was nothing

The tears that I shed, the blood that spilled..

You make it like.. “ohhh….”

That it…

Aku tak tau nk cakap ape. Kenkadang aku terpikir jugak, aper la salah aku kat dia ni sampai dia treats aku like I’m nothing. When I’m needed..yes, where is me eh??? Haaaa, there you are. Tapi kalau sebaliknya, it is like my existence in this earth disappear. Diakui mmg aku ni kuat kecik ati. Kat muka aku tak tunjuk sangat, tapi deep down the wound is there. Bapak sedare aku penah bagitau kat my dad, “ur daughter tu pendendam orangnyer. Don’t make her mad at you for long time, don’t treat her mother wrongly, don’t ignore her advise for you.. she only doing that to protect..” at first when I heard about this, I cried a lot..

Yes I admit,

My language is harsh

I barely smile but often laugh

I like give command but that for goods of you, not me

I want something but I sure can tolerate

But the thing is don’t hurt me

Because once you hurt me, I cant forget it..

I hate this part of me

Maybe that the reason people like to hurt me

Please don’t…

Lepas aku dah taip poem ntah aper-aper ni ntah, aku terpikir..perlu ker aku depressed2 macam ni? Aku emo-emo pun keadaan masih sama, aku masih kat sini, awak still kat situ.. nothing change.. kan? With puffy eyes and running nose, aku pun buat conclusion ni jer…

“I miss my mom…MOMMY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!”

life's suck!

Life's sucks!!!!

pagi2 suda mencarut but who cares!!!~~LALALALALA
super duper pissed off with someone that didnt realize their fault but den dey didnt realize anything at all..stupid idiot baka babo..
i wish you all the best in ur life, maybe got something like C- or maybe FAIL..hahahahaha, wish you all the best my dear...

nway, minggu lepas punyer running man xtguk lagi coz UUM still main itu block memblock!
Seems like evry person who is living in the UUM realize that
we
can
actually
open
MEDIAFIRE again ( whoever yg x perasan lagi, pity u^^ )
That a gud news la for someone yg gila download like me..
but den..
UUM block DAILYMOTION pulakkkkkk!!!
god, nitemare!!! my running man~~ T_T
I want to watch the Oh Ji Ho's episode!!!


Today, i'm fasting..happy Lapar Days to meeee^^^
n last but not least...jeng jeng jeng~~~

yeap..thats right... he is my property..so..back off evy1!! hahhaha