Sedih juakkk~~

Sedih jak me today...boh ditanya why coz aku xmok layan that question...
Sedih...

I read..n read n read~~

MY FAV QUOTE EVER!!!
course it it from edward, not jacob..

okay I admit tat when I go watch Twilight movie, I ended up spazzing 'Jacob Black' rather than the vampy 'Edward Cullen'.. Not that Taylor much more HOTTER than Robert, its just I ended up thinking of 'CEDRIC DIGGORY' when I see Edward...hahaha, blame my obsession toward Harry Potter..

Finish Eclipse, n now I'm reading Breaking Dawn...
OH I LOVE READING!!!
did you guys got really good English book to recommended to me???

wrong day..i shoudnt wake up today..

its been awhile since i last update my blog..oh yeah, my part 2 : the journey is coming soon.. Takes time to upload da picture so i kinda lazy right now..
hmm, the entry for today is..~wrong day~

yes, today is very important yet I remain silent...
why I'm acting like this???
simply to put in the simple word, I dunno myself anymore..
I dunno who am I anymore..
oh yeah, i got a lot of assignment to do yet I'm sitting here..beside my bed and do nothing..whats wrong with me???
Today is wrong.. Wrong day..
Don't ask me to go cherry cherry happy happy jumpy jumpy today coz today is my WRONG DAY!
Its hard.. I blame myself for not strong enough to fight it but then...am I all alone to face this???
to that certain someone, please dont make it hard to me...please..I'm begging you with all my might and my soul...
this is not love story.. i'm not a bitch that goes rambling about my bad boyfriend or whatsoever..
i'm talking about my life..
wrong day, i shouldnt wake up today...i should sleep all day until i can feel my heart anymore..so tat i cant feel the hell i'm feeling right now..

T_T

when I'm browsing the net today, searching for anything 'SHINee comeback' related, I came across with this wonderful fact...

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

its nice, isn't it? ^^
but is it true?? or just a fact that being compiled together just to make someone pathetic like me happy merry-go-round but the truth is the opposite one??? who knows...
JoJo...smile...this is you...the fake you..gogogogo ^^

B2ST Live in Malaysia~~~

Its nearly a week now but I cant get over of it..
n now I will present to you..
story of the journey..
journey of b2uty to meet b2st~~~
the b2uty of course its me..( pronounce as beauty coz 2 in korean pronounce as ee )
hahaha, sounded really corny..stop it*smack myself*
ok ok, kembali ke cerita asal..
on 26 June, me with Heejoong get 2gether n head off to the venue of the showcase : KL Live..
be4 this I asked myself jugak, why KL Live.. Coz, I ady been here..for the Korean Wave Contest and what can I say about this place is..its too small for 2000 b2uties..too small n too sempit...I wonder what r they thinking when they choose this place.. maybe, murah??? *EVIL LAUGH*
yeah, but whatever lah..I'm not the one yg ader kuasa tat can change the venue..
Around 11 arrived there n this is what I saw..I swear I GOT SHOCKED!!!


so ramaiiiiiii..n I got dizzy watching them waiting hahaha.. we wait for couple of minutes..got flags from my-b2uty..I got Junhyung aka JOKER flag..wohooooo..but I lost it, dunno where I put it..mian Joker but I really love u..*wink wink*


after tat we headed to KFC which is opposite of the KL Live n grab our lunch.. This KFC sure untung gila tat day..all thanks to the b2uties..^^
funny thing happen..HAHAHA, the akak yang tulis this resit so funny lah..wth!!!

tangan belang2??? tats me!!!! LOL

really nice banner from my-b2uty..^^
ngap..ngap..ngap... makan makan makan..den head to the surau to sembahyang..go to the 7e to buy water *as preparation for tonight of tekak kering*
den wait...
wait..
go to lucky draw..not so lucky..aishhhh..shopping for merchandise...
wait..
wait..
wait..
berkenalan with fellow b2uties...n beasties..^^
wait lagi...
wait..
apesal lambat sgt ni???
around 7 and we still wait..WTH!!!
7.30..people start pushing2...OII..DONT PUSHHHH!!! poor fellow b2uties yg muka suda pucat2 suda.. aishhh..why dem xkasik masuk lagi???

wait..
wait..wait..
WTHHHH!!!!

THE MANAGEMENT REAL SUCK!! THEY STILL DUN LET US IN EVEN THE TIME ADY 8...
buduh punya orang..itu sekuriti mmg buduh..sumer buduh..
whoever yang sebelah me well known that I menyumpah seranah them..
buduh.. the most worst memories of the night.. i got lebam on my leg...dun ask me how i got it but all blames goes to people/staff/securities of Universal Music Malaysia..
well what can I say, u guys SUCKS!!!

after the world war 3, I finally enter the KL Live..got myself a spot on the left side of the stage and wait for the B2ST..
b2uty..what can i say..they r too awesome!!! so sporting to chant along from the very beginning*even the show still not started yet*
the funny things is when 4minute vid, when hyuna solo part doing the body wave..u can hear all the fanboys screaming!!! HAHAHAHA

ok..I got tired..need to shower 1st den I continue..TBC..

p/s : my journey as a b2uty to meet the b2st!! hahaha, sounded really corny.. these maybe not the best shot but i can say tat I'm proud of it!! LOL!! ( coz I'm following dem as normal as possible which means go to showcase, queue to get da sign, no backstage or vip's passes )..B2ST JJANG!!!

So BEAST!!!!

first of all, can I scream??..

yes?...yes...
ok..

OH.MY.GOD!!!

ITS FREAKING NEAR, 3 MORE DAYS!!!

MY HEART BEATING LIKE CRAZY WHEN I THINK OF IT!!!

YOON DOOJOON!!!!!

BEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : who r goin too???

tagged by Miss Jija

1). Apa yang anda akan buat bila anda tahu member anda tikam belakang anda?
hahaha, baru je berlaku aritu..Well, I juz wat dunno jer..Well id we look at da bright side, this actually sign..telling us tat..OH, DIA NI ORANG JENIS MACAM NI RUPENYER.. later on, no need to befriended with people like tis^^


2). 6 orang di hati anda?
my parent
my brother
my friend (online + affline ^^)
my park yoochun
my lee jinki
you

3). Anda rasa anda comel?
why not..yes ^^

4). Single or taken?
Single but I dun think I'm available ^^

5). Blog yang anda suka?
DBSKnights, Sharingyoochun, Weareshining

6). Adakah bilik anda kemas setiap hati?
oh tidak ^^

7). Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
SHINee - The Name I Loved

8). Last text message?
pukul 8 lebih tadi..

9). Last phone call?
semalam, SPAZZING BEAST WITH HEEJOONG! ehh, wait..petang tadilah..my pops call

10). Hari terakhir anda menangis?
dun remember..

11). List lima color favorite anda?
black
white
red
blue
purple

12). Orang terakhir anda ber-YM?
Yana Unnie

13). Game paling anda suka?
FINAL FANTASY SERIES~~ ( most fav : ff-X )

14). Adakah anda peminat MCR?
Can aaa..^^

15). Apa perasaan anda jawab tag ni?
emm, sakit otak coz tengah migrain skrg..TT__TT

16). Anda rasa tag ini best?
OK!

Anda ditag!
YOU! yes, you..da one yang tengah bace ni,ha amek ni..jawab2^^

am I really Slytherin???

okay, last few day I've spend my day reread all Harry Potter books including fanfics ( found really cool fanfics, fans r really talented ^^). Seriously JK really brilliant coming all these magical thingie..her MIND REALLY COOL!!! Her books really great..only in the beginning.. Okay, to tell ya the truth..I dun really like something in the final book.. Harry Potter Deathly Hollow..
The book is great, the writing and storyline was SUPER AMAZING!!!
Something wrong somewhere..and tat is I really dont like or should I emphasize that I HATE Harry/Ginny pairing..GEEZ.. its better Harry/Hermione ( I've been rooting this pairing since I first read da 1st book..damn, i'm wrong TT__TT .. Luckily I'm not rooting Harry/Draco pairing WAHAHAHA)
JK, I really LOVED your books and I wish you could write something that AMAZING like this again in the future^^
My favourite character in Harry Potter actually not Harry Potter..The Boy-Who-Lived..
but I really LOVE Draco Malfoy!! Slytherin Prince!!!
( Bad boy always the hottest one.. okay, include Harry , he also hot ^^)
n I hate Ron*cough*Weasley.. okay, dun bash me!! I love bad guy okay..maybe I love Voldermort also..i dunno hahaha
maybe thats why I've been sorted into Slytherin, am I tat bad??? hahaha

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

happy.birthday.mr.parkyoochun

Park Yoochun,
You’re My Miracle… You’re Cassiopeia’s miracle..
Out from Million Men out there, You’re such a Beautiful You
So precious, so SHINE, feel so Close To You,like a Girlfriend yet so far
Thanks To be the one that Always There..
playing your Music Sheet with your piano…
I’m here Holding Back The Tears…because of the Melody & Harmony

You’re My Melody,
Thank you for the beautiful melody
that you bring for us over this past 5 years.
So there is no question like,
Why Did I Ever Fall In Love With You?

Don’t Forget oppa..
If you feel lonely, always Remember,
There is someone here, fall on your Jumon,
I don’t know since when I Begin to Believe that you’re the One but
Cassiopeia will always Believe oppa
Miss You And Loving You, You Always..
My love for you came from Heart, Mind and Soul
It’s Eternal, Hug it oppa,
Never Let Go, So that you won’t felt lonely if it happen to be…

As I said my Insa,
I don’t want, Don’t Say Goodbye, not to you..
But..I’m Proud of you
Dong Bang Shin Ki is really ASIAN Rising Sun,
And you’re our Rainbow,

Happy Birthday Oppa,
My FOREVER LOVE,
Stay healthy, Keep on smiling
Raise your head up as Sky,
Stand Up, Survivor!


With All My Heart,
Miss Park Heemin