I'm going home...again

I'm going back home today..again???
Sume ni sbb H1N1 and false messages..
Saying tat this university being closed...padahal tutorial and kuliah aje yg dibatalkan...
pintu gate tutup pukul 12 la.. lepas tu xleh keluar la...
sapelah yg tukang penyampai maklumat ni???
Aku gi tnye pusat kesihatan, diorg ckp just xde kuliah n tutoran je...
cafe sume still bukak..
AISHHHH!!! SAPELAH YANG BAWAK MULUT BAGI BERITE YANG PELIK2!!

Because of the false messages..serabut idup aku 1 hari..
Because of the false messages..poor our korean lecture, kne batalkan aktiviti kiteorang ngan budak2 korea arini ngan 2 hari akan dtg!! WARGHHHH!! I really want to meet them!!! Poor them, dah dtg dah but the activity terpakse dicancelkan.. so sad..



MY HEART IS INJURED RIGHT NOW~~
being betrayed by person that i didnt expect...
being totally ignored by the person that I realli care for...
being treated like SAMPAH...
This 3 people realli hurt me a lot yesterday..
TT__TT

OMG..I felt like crying right now...
I'm still healthy but I'm going home...
mummy...I'm going home..

mood : so sad...but happy because i'm going home
music : Navi - my heart is injured

Now I'm wrong????

another day, another post by me...
first of all..nak celebrate!!!



FT Island with new album!!!!
I love tis song...I wish I have money to buy da album...tapi my poket aldy kosong laaaa...so sad TT__TT

Actually I'm sad now..not so sad, hate and angry to be exact...
Here the story...mixed la BM and BI okay

Afta marketing class...I go to nearest ATM in my Uni to 'cucuk' duit..( BTW, duit dah masuk!!! TQ JPA!!! Saranghae!!! )
I cucuk da duit and bla la...
But one of my fren yg same2 wit me cucuk duit tell me something...

" Weh, I think org belakang kte tadi cite sal ko lah "

ko tu me lah kot...
n she said they talk about ring tat i've been wearing..oh...OKAY?

I'm wearing my ring at my jari telunjuk..
I've been wearing like tat since last year...basically 1 year ( termasuk a few month yg i lost my ring, twice!!! )
AND....

She said about something haram..like tat la
WHAT THE ****!!!
Oh MY DONG BANG!!!! ( learn from TVXQ dictionary ^^ )
I'm so pissed off now..grrrr!!!
WTH!!!!
AM I MENGACAU YOUR HIDUP BY WEARING RING????
DID I ASK MONEY FROM YOU TO BUY THAT BLOODY RING???
DID MY DOSA PAHALA ADE KENA MENGENA DENGAN YOU????
PAKAI TUDUNG, TAPI NGUMPAT BLAKNG!!! APE CER???
NAK DAKWAH, NAK BGTAU, CKAP JE!!! AKU LEH TERIMA!!! AKU XDE GI BUNUH KAU!!!
TAPI BLE KO DAH NGUMPAT BLAKANG, TINGE AKU SAKIT!!!
YOU SAID ITS HARAM RIGHT??? SO WHY DONT YOU SPIT IT INTO MY FACE AND SAID IT LIKE REAL PERSON????
DID IT SAMPAI KE TAHAP YANG ME BOLEH MURTAD??? IF YES, TELL ME LA YOU F*UCKING BITCH!!!
DAMN YOU...

I can accpt if people point out my wrong..
but i cant if tat people ngumpat blkg, telling other about my wrong doing yet not telling me...tis kind of person TAK LAYAK NAK NASIHAT AKU!!!
Not tat I berlagak or something..
but tis kind of people..I DISGUST THEM TO DEATH!!!


okay..sign off for now
need to cool down myself
i need to think...need to think...
dont get mad...calm down..

MUSIC : 2PM-Ihateyou
MOOD : Super PISSED OFF!! DONT DISTURB ME!!

...huh???...

I change my layout..at last...
It was so tiring..I began to feel da migrain..I think its coming..TT__TT
So how's my new layout? Good? Ugly?
Well...I dont care..e..e..e..e..e ( 2NE1?? I love tis song!! )

Finally I got my KOREAN NAME!!
Kamsa to my Korean's lecturer..Mr.Jun Sang or he said his name is Encik Aman ^^
and my name is PARK HAE MIN~~
obviously the PARK at da front is myself yang ngade2 letak ( shud I put Lee instead? Nahhh..Park is better ^^ )
Hae Min is given from him.. ( is it combination is Donghae and Changmin? LOL!! )
hopefully dayah not angry at me coz of da MIN at the last...hehehe mian dayah..well u got joong wat at the back..same wit jaejoong..^^
nana's name aje yang independent..riu at the back..

Its 1.45 in da morning...got class tomorrow..
so tired..wanna sleep..Goodnite everyone~~~

music : 2NE1 - Pretty Boy
mood : sleepy...*yawn* nunite~~~

1st WEEK at UUM...

1st WEEK at UUM...

Tired..HOT..Tired..HOT
Tu jelah yang aku rase seminggu kat UUM ni..
Gladly I'm still okay..still not homesick..still being me, myself..

GOOD NEWS!!!!

I got korean class!! At last~~~
YAY YAY YAY~~~~
Annyong haseyoooo...chonun Zaimah imnida~~~
hehehe gila pnya orang

BUT
Got BAD NEWS oso...
The horror things is..
my s.c.h.e.d.u.l.e is TOTAL DISASTER!!!

Sunday/Wednesday : TAX & Marketing
Monday/Thursday : Korea & KAF & KAS & KAM & WFF

Look closely at the Monday/Thursday , there is 5!!! It started at 8 am..and ended to 6.30 pm
GOD!! I'm dead...
I want to change it..maybe put the WFF to sunday/wednesday..but no space larr...
TTT___TTT
so sadddd....
right now..i'm slowly belajar to menerima hakikat..haishhhh..
Luckily I got korean class..xdelah depressing sangat..
well that class mmg totally BEST!! ehehee..




today, me with dayah tgk MALAY MOVIE called
Syurga Cinta
I must say I really not into malay movie..
weh weh..bukannye bias tapi..
i dunno, almost all movie tak berapa nak best..
so kesimpulannya,
i'm serik sikit to watch malay movie

Back to syurga cinta...main reason I want to watch dat movie is that cute little kid..HAZIQ
If you watch Macam2 Aznil , he once der
If you watch Tom2 Bak, he also der
And also in AF5, in the concert..he being co-host with uncle Aznil..
Yeahh, surely u kenal rite?

Overall...quite okay lar.. not bad actually..
insaf kejap time tgk..quite enjoyable
Thanks to Haziq, he's really cute.. also Awal, OMG..so cute!! ( hehehe )
The storyline almost ALMOST like one of Indonesian movie..Kiamat Sudah Dekat...
After this I want to watch 17 again, Zac Efron!!!
Anyone ade cite Trasformer baru?? I relli want to see it TT__TT

Nurul..I've updated my blog..puas? ( ahahaha )
Jija, mian..I'm not replying ur msg..i really busy..

now..nak tido..2morrow got ko-k
but i heard org main guitar kat luar ( g tido la weiii )...
remind me of yoochun la pulak...

PARK Yoochun..I miss you ^^

UUM..I'm on the way~~~

yeah..I'm coming back tonite...
urghhh..xbest lak aiiiii....
my bus is around 11 and maybe would reach
Alor Setar around 5 or something..
wanna say goodbye..
goodbye to my tilam..
goodbye to my door yang penuh dgn dbsk ( TT__TT )
goodbye to my cd player yang awlyz played secret code lately..
goodbye to my tmnet streamyx yang laju niehhh..
annyong~~~


~leejinki is my romeo~

i hate you

acknowledge my heart once more
accept these tears that are for you
not even expecting love,
the ended story, the past story, yeah~

i hate you to death (even more you, who are like this)
i hate myself to death (even more me, who is like this)
just one more time, one more time, look at me
now im crying

i hate you so much i could die, i hate you
i hate myself so much i could go crazy, i hate myself
i i hate myself for being like this
i hate you so much i could die, i hate you
i hate myself so much i could go crazy, i hate myself
i i hate myself for being like this

stop your heart thats turned away
accept this gaze that is looking at you
not even expecting love,
the ended story, the past story, yeah~

i hate you to death (even more you, who are like this)
i hate myself to death (even more me, who is like this)
just one more time, one more time, look at me
now im crying

i hate you so much i could die, i hate you
i hate myself so much i could go crazy, i hate myself
i i hate myself for being like this
i hate you so much i could die, i hate you
i hate myself so much i could go crazy, i hate myself
i i hate myself for being like this

baby, come back to my world
come back and be my girl
if you dont, know that ill hate you to death
before this heart that has loved you turns into hate
come back, quickly. that youre sorry, please, tell me

look at me once more, locking our gazes
hold me once more, locking our lips
once more, once more, look at me
look at me, me, me

i hate you so much i could die, i hate you
i hate myself so much i could go crazy, i hate myself
i i hate myself for being like this
hate you, hate you, hate you, hate you
enough to go crazy, i hate myself for being like this

Yeah..as much as I love tis song..I hate the translation..
I hate you..as much as I hate myself..

Sick..hurt..

Its been long since my last post here.
Yesterday I'm sick and hurt. My head hurting really badly ( must be that abang from that shop, his minyak wangi..OMG.. he wear it so banyak and the smell,urghhhh..so kuat )
After I came out from the shop, my head start hurting ( with SHINee Julliette beats, hahaha )
Once came home, I fainted. Isnt it nice? hehehe
I'm feeling better tis morning ( morning ka? Its nearly 10! idk )
After surfing for a few minutes, my head hurting again..because of tis..



Tis time, def not sangtae or condition or whatsoever... damn, poor him. It def hurt badly ( I once fall like tat in the bathroom..trust me, I'm limping for a few days ) after that..tis one happen



1st, he slipped on the stage...then the lighting incident making him shocked till he fainted. So many things happen to him, bad day??? Get well soon Jinki-ah~
I'm hungry..feed me??
OMGGGG!!! ATASHINCI END ALREADY!!! CANT WAIT FOR THE SUB!!

R.I.P Micheal Jackson

My Secret Code^^

FINALLY, I OWNED IT!!!
my very own secret code^^ yay!!!

I got the mousepad? ( mousepad ker? ) for free. I want the Yoochun's but that jiejie said to me 'no stock la dik, yunho n changmin adalah' TT___TT. At last I pick the group, if I pick yunho's, Yoochun oppa will scold me later pulak ^^ ( hehehe, gila )






ignore the pink bg, that is my precious tilam^^

OPPA!!! ( I scream when I flipped this page ^^)








This is version of 2CD+1DVD. And I didnt understand at all what r they saying in the offshot. I guess I need to search in utube later. The quality is sooo good!. The mv n concert are so damn clear, I scream again! Luckily the price is not that mahal, and luckily I got my duit wimme. Actually that kedai yg jual this CD attract me to enter the shop, becoz they hang mirotic poster in their shop. That the 1st reason. The 2nd reason is I hear this.. kawatteku oboreteku kimi wa mou nukedasenai I got you~ Under my skin.. (even dkt skrin luar, it actually showing upin&ipin, ape? upin ngan ipin nyanyi lgu TVXQ ker? LOL )
Once I heard it , apalagi I dragged my friend masuk. The funny things is, all the worker in there, 2 ladies and a man, 3 of them all focusing on the screen that playing mirotic mv, totally ignoring the customer ( Usually they follow the customer ) . AHAHAHA, kelakar lah tgk expression diorg. Is my expression oso like tat? And they repeat Bolero almost 3 times ( I still in there, believe me ahahaha) ape2 jelah wehhh


I lose to my bro on bowling today. thats okay, next time i will beat you. ate big apple just now, yummmyyyy^^