who is Infinite?

who are they???? (cr: tumblr)

I Should...

I should post something..
yes
I should..
but
what should I post????

LMAO!!!

Hi-YEOM!! gud morning!!!
Now is 7.06am.. and I only got half an hour sleep just now because I slept around 4.30, wakie-wakie around 5am to sahur..then I go to surau, subuh time.. And I'm all awake until now..

I'm damaging my whole body+sleep pattern.. I bet I'm gonna k.o after 8am.. T_T

Just now I'm browsing for new mv karaoke at YOUTUBE..guess what I found..



Ok..ok..OK!! This parody is so dayyummm FUNNY!!!! OMIGOSH, I'm trying very hard to control my laughter since its early in the morning but damn, when the 2nd verse coming out..all stuff about Harry Potter, I'm losing my mind..SUPER HILARIOUS! Serious BEAST's members in the MV+Park Bo Young make the parody became super gila kelakar!!! Jun's romantic saranghae became voldermort, plus Seung became Ron gah...*abuse replay button and LMAO*

THIS VIDEO IS A 'MUST WATCH' PEEPS!!

With All My Heart~

Omigoshhh, Did I see my tears making their grand appearence??? waaaa...T_T
I miss TVXQ as Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin sooo much.. I dunno why I suddenly play their songs tonight. Before I click WAMY, I put Beast-Freeze in repeat mode on my KMPlayer.. Suddenly, this song keluar pulak. I ter'click' kot..

Listening to them..its heaven!! I swear, even now I'm head over heels with Beast..there is no doubt that TVXQ is unbeatable, no 1 all over!!!

The feeling you get when you listen TVXQ's songs and listening to JYJ or TVXQ's HoMin never same. Try to listen to it and you know what the hell that aku mengarut ni. There is empty spot, its never enough, something missing...

Few days before, I stumble into one article.. should I put his/her blog's URL here??? Nahhh, no need lah.. Back to that article, he/she said about how teenagers *points to me* nowadays do not appreciate music enough. Saying about how greats the music that he/she like which is obviously not k-pop lar... How come teenagers now only wanna see cute+hansome+pretty kpop band and not to listen to their music + understand the lyric truly..something like that lar kot..

Hahaha, super funny lah this guy/girl. Seriously, If you didn't understand the lyric, so you kenot dengar the songs la.. if you dengar, then you are retarded for foolishly listening to it w/out understanding it.. Can I say something, did you truly understand wth Will.i.am raps when you first hear his song ?? If you can, please teach me English because you are truly god of music!!!!

Well, being one of Miss Simple *SUJU!!!* , you are the one that didn't understand music my dear. Did you know that there are many great songs outside there? (Suddenly teringat a few Filipino songs that I like..) bet you never listen to any genre except *cough* English. I'm not anti English song..gosh, I love em so much. But hearing other language, other music is COOL man!! It's refreshing and not retarded. Thinking like that my dear..aishhh such a childish guy/girl. I bet he is lonely hahaha *OMG, jahat me..*. To you, the one that wrote that childish article.. please, don't post something like that again.. I love to read what you wrote all these time, but now..I dunno.. am I reading a kid's blogs all these time??? Lalalala

Ok, cukup la cakap pasal tu.. make me feel weird..*=_='*

There is a huge announcement here.. I FINALLY LEARNED INFINITE's MEMBERS NAME!!!

Hahahaha, its hard. err...not that hard, but it's hard. At first the only one that I know only L, because he is not-surprisingly handsome+havethisjapan look. And I kept mixing Sungyeol, the choding and Sungjong, the maknae. I repeated the Sesame Player episode.1 nearly 10 times to get their name right. Now, I properly pronounce myself as INSPIRIT! yay!!! *please ignore this paragraph, its me with crazy+dumb mode ON* Oh, Sunggyu-nim...be mine can you?? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

lala, with all my heart~

find me and I'll be there for you~

Sukahati la orang nak cakap aku ni Cassie yang fanatik, or ape2 jelah but seriously I'm not deaf my dear..kekekkee

enough rambling, *click repeat mode*..

p/s : I need to learn English+Korean again... anyone can teach me? I'm in holiday for tooooo damn shit long...I kept forgetting and I bet I can't talk neither English, nor Korean now...T_T

fly so high..UNITED CUBE~

yay..the headline for my post today...
before I post that I really want to go to UNITED CUBE right??
guess what???
I won the TICKET to go there!!!!!!!
TRUE!!! Tix concert + hotel + plane tix all!!!
but then
there is it...sadly
sadly
I didn't go
why???
simply said, now is bulan RAMADHAN
gila2 aku kat kpop pun, now is Ramadhan..
I respect it..so I said to myself, dun go
later plane crash or something baru tau
hahaha
I oso asked my mom, she didn't let me go oso
my dad xpayah ckp la, he never approve me with all these kpop thingie

so..at the end
I didin't go...rugi kan??
but its ok, next time maybe I can won again..
who knows???
now that I know I have talent to do the slogan2 creative that make me won that ridiculous prize...
who knows next time I won again??
lalalala

p/s: see the date...its 8/8/11.. didn't I said that 8 is my lucky num??? LOVE YOU 8!!!!

Day 12: Your favorite behind the scenes/show cut.

BEAST Mobile Ranking!!!



aren't they cute??? gahhhhh

Day 11: Your favorite performance.

My FAV Beautiful PERF~~ so cute, so fluffy.. I wish to hug all of them..-3-



2nd fav perf : I Like You The BEST!!! arent they cute on the bridge when each one of them try to play instrument and all that hahahaa.. DooDoo is <3!!!!



I'm gonna make you love me, neol saranghandagooo...I ady LOVE YOU my boys~~ <3<3<3

Day 10: Your favorite dance.

forever VIU!!!!

ㅠ_ㅠ

serabut!!!
aku serabut
serabut sangat-sangat
banyak mende yang aku pikir
tapi
mende yang aku pikir tu
useless je pun sbnrnya
just
aku tensen
sbb
I seems cant get it out from my head
and
thinking of it make my head dizzy
my heart aching
my eyes glistening with tears
i'm sad
I cant tell anyone or anybody
but
please gimme one more chance??
please???
so that i can erase all this thought inside my head???
arghhhhhh
SERABUT!!!!!!!!!
I miss you

I miss talking to you

I miss sharing things with you

I miss listening to you

and now

I felt like crying..

ㅠ_ㅠ

music: TVXQ - Don't Cry My Lover

R.E.G.R.E.T

imfeelingsooooregretrightnow...itsbeenaweekbuticantseemstoletitoutfrommyheadandmyheart..regretregretregretregret..isweariwouldneverdoingthatregretfullthngseveragain...soregretsomenyesalaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

imsomenyesalxdengarcakapcertainsomeone..nowallifeelisregret..feellikekillingmyselfajer..tensionsgtsgt..

Day 9: Your favorite music video.

BEAST 20 days challenge cont....

Day 9: Your favorite music video.

Banyak sebenarnya...Beautiful, Bad Girl, Lights Go On Again...but then, my favourite one is...

Mystery??? HAHAHAHA, this MV is sooo damnhilarious+ridiculous.. Doojoon is nowhere to be found the MV yet you can see sort of mental Dongwoon and beautiful Miss Yeoseob in there!! the main point of the MV is you can see their bare faces!!! O.M.G!!!!! I almost forgot they r ordinary human that facing the same prob as mine, pimple.. gahhh, i hate you.. I mean pimple, not B2ST.

But then the storyline is so damn kelakar+mengarut!!

Sleepless night..haishhhh

I realized that I've been abandoned 20 days BEAST challenge..well all blames goes to certain concert ehem*ehem and me being lazy.. These few days, I realized that I have difficulty to fall asleep.. REALLY??? yes, really. Even I go to jogging that petang, doing homework, everything la yang make me tired..but when its time to sleep, let see around 12am like that, I just stared at the ceiling..for god knows how long and a few hours passed..
I'm still like that..wide awake.. T_T
Its sooo sad cause I only can sleep after I do my Subuh prayer.. and mom nagged at me for waking up late.. how am I supposed to do then??? people said that this is insomnia, really?? then, how to cure it then?? tell me tell me.. Sleep being the most hardest things to do for me at this time, even final exam or JPJ exam cannot overtake the sleep place which is NO.1..

lets continue the 20 days beast challenge then.. OMG!! MY FAVOURITE Qs EVA!!!

Day 8: Your favorite couple.
can you spot them???
no?? lets try again...

no success??? how about this one...


did you see em?? izzit this pairing???


yeah..its true ppl!! its them!!
its Junseung/JuRan^^
Yong Junhyung+Jang Hyunseung



its not that I dun like the married-ady-dooseob


or always-sweet-bf+gf-kiwoon,

but then, I love these two MOARRRR!!!



.. so matching in sense of fashion, looks and also mood.. believe me when I say mood.. If you see Jun is being yeah-i-am-so-pissed-off-right-now-so-get-lost, we can see Seung is also like that..
But I few days ago I discover a clip that Doojoon declaring he is the daddy of the group.. And damn-Jun-claiming-the-spot-that-supposed-to-be-mine saying the he is the mommy..gahhhhh.. I felt TVXQ's family aura coming to this group.. Doo is the daddy, Jun is the mommy, the son is Yeoseob, daughter is Seung, Dongwoon is the granpa n Kiwi is the gramma.. hahahaha, so cuteeee!!!
but then, I love Junseung so much!!!



jump jump jump..lalalalala

Kpop fans..u guys are...JJANG!!!

24th July, I'm willing to sacrifice my energy, my limbs and my time just for 1 thing, MTV World Stage.. Why??? Among the line up, there are BEAST!!!

I dun want to cerita panjang2, enough said that BEAST make my ruined and annoying day into one of the sweetest memories.. Just one things..

I, with the name that being given to me..declaring that I really LOVE+ENVY+PROUD of KPOP FANS~!!
seriously, u guys are the most supportive yet cooperate one..
and for that certain people, I HATE YOU!!!
doing BOOO for one of the most hardworking+talented group IS JUST CILAKA NAK MAMPOS aa wei!!!
BABI TOL!

I'm disappointed.. seriously.. SHAME ON YOU!!!



for BEAST/B2ST, you guys are amazing as always..


Yoseob, you worried me a moment there..kwenchanayo???
Dujun, u look so damn tired baby..get rest please..dun play with ur teeth before show, ok? kekkee
Seungie.. so delicious you tonight, kekekke.. please remain focus instead of doing 4D when performing Rainy Days..^^
Dongwoon..ur english...HAHAHA, CUTEEEEEE!!!! SON! NAM! SHIN!!!!
Kikwang..smiling angel..always smile like that ok??? and please, as hot as that hollywood dance as it can be, u make me feel like pervert watching you hahahha
Junhyung..saranghae<3 saranghae<3 saranghae<3 saranghae<3

BEAST IS B2ST
soooo BEASTTTTT!!!!

DAY 7: The one that you would want to gag jokes.

This question is hard.. I'm a joker *not that JOKER*ehem*junniehyung*, and I love to make joke.. If I want to gag jokes with someone, its better to have person that can respond to my joke right??? I got 3 person in my mind..



Junhyung
If I tell jokes to this person, scary..maybe he just sat and stares at me...*shrug*

Dongwoon
But then if I tell to this person, I will end up with red face because he's too gentlemen which too handsome for me to make silly faces or jokes..OUT

Doojoon
Which left to my bias, DOOJOON!!! Maybe he will sees me with face AYSOS..but then he seems like the most interesting people to live with and laugh with.. I'm watching too much All My Love kot.. my ideal guy is a guy that can make me laugh since i'm too tired to make people laugh in my life..sooo Doojoonnie, comere baby~~~ lets laugh till our stomach burst!!~~ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

United Cube~

Gahhhh..I really REALLY DAMN!!! REALLY want to go~~ T_T







credit : http://www.youtube.com/user/kpoplover95
someone..please...anyone??? bring me to korea..pleaseeeee T_T

그 사람을 아껴요

The person I think of wordlessly, the moment I open my eyes.
For some reason, I liked that, so I just laughed.
On a busy day, the person I suddenly wonder about
He kept stepping all over my vision, so it was fascinating

When I’m alone at night, when I suddenly miss him,
My heart is overflowing, as if I’m holding my breath
As I walk the streets, because I worry about him,
my footsteps stop as I think

Are you that person?
That one person who lives quietly in my heart,
Are you that person?
That one person who is so strong
Even if I just think of her, my heart becomes warm as if the sun is shining on it

I cherish that, I cherish that person
Because I like that person, I guess she was born in this spot
The words that I love you, the words that I always miss you,
The days that aren’t enough to love you
I cherish that, I cherish that person
Saying I love you is a preciousness I can do nothing about
If only I could fall asleep and wake up by her side
As much as my everything can be used,
I cherish that person

I cherish that person..
that person is you..
I hope you know it...once you touch my heart, you are forever residence there..

DAY 6: The one that you would want to party with.

KWANGGIE~~~Mr Lee Kikwang.. with his super sexy dance and ridiculously 1000 watt smile, I'll do anything for him
chuuuuu~~~


ok, he look more like dumbkwang rather than sexykwang in this pic..kekeke

DAY 5: The one that you would want to shop with.

Seung!! Prince Jang~ Rancho-nimmmm....~~





Wae??? He is like runaway model between 6 of them.. LOVE his hair the most,esp when they promote mystery and special... He like this phase..noona..noona..noona! hahaha *watch idol-maid and you know what am I talking about* IF GIVEN LA...I would love to shopping eyeliner with him.. Gosh, his eyeliner's eye, nyum nyummmm

DAY 4: The one that you want to be best friends with.

Cutie PIE Seobbie... why??? This cutie pie is soooo cute and he knew he's cute..and he use that cuteness to make people *including me* go KYA!!!! I want to keep him inside my handbag and let him out if we go jalan-jalan at taman bunga or shopping complex..erk, that sounded like i want him as a pet pulak..kekeke


I heart this kid so much..from the various fancam of b2uty and my experience, he is sooo sweet and take care of his fans. Rarely we saw him with face of hey-i'm-too-tired-to-smile-and-too-sick..
Just imagine him calling me noona..noona..noona...kyaa!!!!

Doojoon n Junhyung busying themselves with phone, Seob?? whatever, I'm cute!!!
WARNING!!! CUTENESS OVERLOADS!!


OMO, IDIES~~~~

DAY 3 : Your favourite cover of theirs

DAY 3 : Your favorite cover of theirs

Fiction and Fact...super kewl espc. Seung's cap.. ignores Junhyung's hair, drool over Dongwoon stares.. and Seob still screaming cute all over *even he tries to be macho and hansome* and Joon, I love ur jawline!!!

DAY 2 : Your favorite song of theirs

new day!! yay!!!
honestly, I didnt slept last night...jinjja yo... My body all hurt and I just cant sleep.. now is 12.28, i wonder tonight whether i can get some sleep or not..
btw, continue with the challenge again~~~

BEAST 20 Days Challenge~
DAY 2 : Your favorite song of theirs

This is hard!!!! I love most of their songs!! Can I just say I love all of it??? err...kenot??? well, then... I will list a few of it...
ALL TIME FAVORITE IS.....BAD GIRL!!~~



this is CHEOT SARANG to BEAST.. Bad girl is just epic creation.. favourite part??? Of course Dujun & Yoseobie chorus part!!~~

..
....but I like other songs too like V.I.U, Mystery, Special, Yet, Oasis, Soom, etc etc etc..
aishhh molla molla.. 1 thing that I know..I LOVE BEAUTIFUL THE MOST!!! *maybe coz of we b2uty, n b2st r singing..n the dance cute..n...this song scream LOVE!!!*

BEAST 20 Days Challenge~

Since BEAST is coming again to Malaysia in 22 days, I decided to countdown for it..*hint:ithinkiwillseethemperformagain*

so let start the challenge...

BEAST 20 Days Challenge~
DAY 1 : Your bias and why???


Okay, BEAST is the second group (after TVXQ-JJ,YH,YC,JS and CM)which I hardly to have bias since I LOVE all of the members fairly.. after a lot of argument *me arguing with myself*, I decided that he is my ultimate BEAST bias which is....

YOON DOOJOON

why????

He's hot
He is handsome
He is a dork
He is caring
He's good at soccer
He got great voice
He is same age with me!!!
He know how to speak Malay ( Nama saya Doojoon dari BEAST XD)
He is Yoon Doojoon for goodness sake!!!
HAHAHA, ignore the last two..i seemed can't get enough of him from last BEAST fanmeeting..LOL..
~I love this guy, for his smile!! yeap, all because of his smile.. his smile..oh so breathtaking.. when he smile, I kept wondering how can this guy be so damn hot+handsome+cute+flirt+sincere at the same time???!! damn you Doojoon.. Thanks for the all bad girl perf, I can see his smile~~


~He can play piano.. I have a weakness for the musician.. especially guitar and piano.. You can make me look at you twice if you play either this two, trust me! When he perform the Ordinary People with Yoseob, I just say that I ady head to toe to this guy~ DAMN, he can play piano.. The latest one I see him with piano is when the perform WHEN THE DOOR CLOSES with Dongwonnie..gyahhhh <3<3<3<3
~Earning himself the title of Nation-Boyfriend is enough for you to make him ur ultimate bias!!!

let just conclude that he is my bias..I'll add later if i got inspiration..maybe I need to watch ALL MY LOVE to get inspiration^^
but sometimes his position as my bias kept being threatened by this cutie pie, Yangyo~
well, who doesnt love this cutie pie.. big dream with big talent in this small package sure lovable by everyone~~

그대 때문에 가슴이 이 심장이 '두준 두준' ~~

^^

delete..delete..delete

aku hati kering...
statement ni lah yg budak2 ni bagitau aku semalam..
sebab???

bila org buat jahat kat aku, 5min jer paling lama aku pikir..then aku ignore trus..
bila org ngah risau2 pikir something yg agak serabut gak lah..aku leyh tenang2 wat cam teda pa2 ja...
bila org nangis, aku nangis..tapi kejap ja..pastu aku leyh gelak kuat2...

kesimpulannya...aku ni hati kering, kawan aku yang cakap..
masalahnya betulkah?? mne korang tau hati aku ni kering?? basah ja aku rasa, banjir ngan red blood yang ada lam sistem badan aku ni..
aku mengarut eh??? ngeeee * wat muka xbersalah *

now, ader something yang menyakitkan hati aku..
so kena ON mode hati kering... n DELETE everything yang xbest tu
coz aku ader lagi 3 paper..

remember, xsalah ikut kata hati.. kita xdilahirkan untuk ikut ckp org ja..at the same time jangan pulak ko layan org yg baik ngan ko tu mcm sampah..
bila ko layan dia mcm tu..kiranya ko tu pun sampah lah jugak..
OK?

DELETE babyyyy~~~

Wake up in the morning feeling like.....

Wake up in the morning feeling like omo what the hell... hahaha, tats better.. not that I wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy..xder maknenyer pun..
Past week..I slept around 3 am and wake up for subuh, sleep balik then wake up again pukul 8 am n get ready to go to work.. n now i feel like shit! why? lemme list down the reason:

1. I'm supa dupa sleepy
2. I'm hungry ( err..I just ate mee goreng tadi.. nyaman ohhh, ng org lapa suma ja nyaman )
3. I got exam tonight..yes tonight
4. The paper is SEJARAH paper..University standard
5. I didnt finish my revision..
6. I'm sleepy..thanks to this buku SEJARAH
7. I'm sleepy...
8. Sooooo sleepy..
9. I want nescafe..
10. Yeap..I'm sleepy

so..now what?? I finish two chappie tis morning...Darurat + Kemerdekaan... cant you see the title????? pehhhh,I brani kerat jari u'ol tau, bukan I.. yang u'ol kompem bosan+ngantuk giler study mende ni.. its not that I teda tu apa, semangat kebangsaan? yeap, thats one..Semangat kebangsaan but then, sepa mau baca menda ni pagi2 buta ni???? NGANTUK WEHHHHH..

My exam start tonight around 8.30.. wish me not to fall asleep baby..T_T

I don't care what people think or say about me, I was not born on this earth to please anyone!

credit: @DamnItsTrue

broken jantung

A broken heart (or heartbreak) is a common metaphor used to describe the intense emotional pain or suffering one feels after losing a loved one, through death, divorce, breakup, moving, being rejected, or other means.

thats what I'm feeling right now...damn..SHIT!!!

my mickey n micky^^

My mickey..this time not micky yoochun, but the TIKUS Mickey Mouse.. Yeah, I possessed it you know, as replacement for the real Micky Yoochun ( since no factory produce a plushie called Micky Yoochun )^^



credit, my crazy friend that always kidnapped my micky..
n she treat that plushie like a baby..duhhh, so cute but at the same time, crazy ..
she said I didnt cherish him enough..
heyyyy!! it's just a plushie..
and on top of that it is
Mickey Mouse..
not Micky Yoochun...
lainla kalau Micky Yoochun..hehehe.. dunno him?? puff, u missing a lot babe^^

p/s : xkan xder kot plushie Micky Yoochun???
comel kutttttt!!! ( lagi cute dari sitikus diatas hahahaha, sorry creator of mickey mouse..i'm just stating the fact..not fiction^^)
but then miss you baby...T_T